Ed_dy

Star Awards 2009 红星大奖

2009-03-03T10:37:00.002+08:00

i'm not sure why there aint a star awards in year 2008 but the nomination list for year 2009 is out on Feb 26. I will begin with the Best Actor Award so watch this space for the upcoming weeks til 26 April.

Best Actor

Adrian Pang (彭耀顺) in 奶爸百分百

Chen Hanwei (陈汉玮) in 不凡的爱

Huang Wenyong (黄文永) in 一房半厅一水缸

Pierre Png (方展发) in 小娘惹

Qi Yu Wu (戚玉武) in 小娘惹

Tay Ping Hui (郑斌辉) in 黄金路

My Favourite: Adrian Pang

this is one very simple show but brought to life by this actor and possibly also by the babies that co-star and Yvonne Lim (main actress). For a Channel 5 actor, its extremely hard for him to converse in chinese thro'out the whole show w/o dubbing. i think overall he has done a great job bringing funny actions and endless laughter to the tv audience.

Dark Horse: Chen Hanwei

yet another simple show but educating on AIDS. Zoe Tay was also in the show if you happen to recall. i thought Chen did very well towards the end when he was shown contracting the disease, the body movement, facial expression depicting his weak condition, which is why i list him as a dark horse.

Veteran-of-all-time: Huang Wenyong

i got to say i really like his acting, he has shown versatility in all roles he has undertaken. But i cant give any comments about him in this show coz half the time i wasnt pay attention to this show [ and the other half i was focusing on Fiona Xie LOL].

The Cool-man: Pierre Png

yet another channel 5 crossover actor, it really goes to show the quality of channel 5 actors. Mandarin is not their main language yet they still able to bring out the essence of the story with their roles. i caught bits and pieces of him in Little Nonya , similar to Chen, i felt that his role greatly stand out towards the end, when he suffer from amnesia [or was it some other illness] thinking too much of Juxiang (acted by Jeanette Aw).

The Yan-Dao: Qi Yu Wu

he was one of the newcomers i really looking forward to in the past. however, he chose to went on the big screens which i somehow dun really support that move. He came back for the role in little nonya, and i thought this time round he will bring that "element-0f-acting" back with him. Sadly , this role was way too quiet , way too discipline, he ended up in my eyes way too good looking and neat in that show. yeah just that.

The Winner: Tay Ping Hui

this is the best tcs show i've watched last year. Tay as a bad guy, woah i think that is a great choice, u probably get tired watching him acting as the good guy all the time. to be honest, credit must be given to the other casts of the show who enable Tay to portray his role much more vividly. hard to give u a better description, u got to watch the show , it really rocks.

The Missing-One: Zheng Ge Ping 心花朵朵开

year 2007 best actor winner wasnt nominated this time round. His acting has matured over the years greatly i admit. its a surprise that this show lasted over many many episodes failed to be nominated in almost all the categories. however, i felt he acted well in this show , protraying a father working hard after bankruptcy, given the pressures he had esp: the scene when he cried, trying to salvage his marriage and maintaining the family. oh ya of coz also when he is irritated by Patricia Mok LOL.

Plague Wing Down !

2009-01-09T00:06:00.005+08:00

after wiping numerous times on this boss Heigan ytday, raiders werent looking confident to down him this time round. But wowwiki provided a great safe spot to tank and spank, we down him with our first attempt of the day. but i seriously hate naxx bosses, juz not friendly to my dear pet.

wooo and there comes my fav easy-dpsing boss time( Loatheb) !! its very anxious coz most of the time my health was red, tough healing on the healers part, on certain occasions i glanced at the raid frames , i could almost see everyone below 50% hp ><

Eventually, Moonspiral did it and so we had successfully down spider wing and plague wing til now!! next stop is Military wing.. woohoo.

and pls drop my loots!! -_-!!

10man OS 7th Jan

2009-01-09T00:03:00.002+08:00

should have taken this a week ago. this above pic is taken when Moonspiral down this for the second time. great job guys.

note: juz ignore the dps meter ok hehe ><

December Recap~

2009-01-06T11:26:00.003+08:00

i have been busy enjoying my one month [ and i mean ONLY one month lol ] of vacation before my school starts as of 5th jan. Being a "full-time" gamer wasnt easy, coz i got to juggle the number of games i played thro' out this peaceful one month haha.

so what are the games i have tried out during my december holidays ( in order of preference )

5. C & C Red Alert 3

a rather disappointing game i must admit considering all the pre-hype that was going on b4 the launch. the movie was of coz interesting [ with all the babes *wink wink* ]. however the skirmish was so boring, i thought i was playing micro machines when i was 4 yrs old literally.

4. Football Manager 2009

oh ya, my all time fav game. so why izzit at 4th position?? thats because the game was too high RAM demand, my computer was loading for like 15mins everytime i click Continue. it was getting so long to load, i could even read Straits Time while waiting to enter the next match. but overall with the new 3D matches, its pretty interesting even though i think FM09 wasnt the first to implement that idea. i cant recall whats the other football game title.

3. Bleach Soul Carnival [PSP]

as my dear frens would know, i only play Bleach games on my PSP. this game was a rather different approach than the rest of the Bleach series i have played previously. a little like RPG perhaps?? but sadly , happy moments end fast. just when i was beginning to embark on my second day of my Bleach game [ which was 1st day of my Sitex work ] , my psp crash on me. I sent for repair, and i was told the motherboard had to be replaced for $150 ><. i guess i would juz leave my psp to rot until a new model arrives in the game market.

2. Pro Evolution Soccer 2009

after the disappointment in previous 2 installments, i wasnt sure whether to purchase this game. eventually, i still give it a try [ coz i am an avid soccer fan ;p ]. it wasnt easy at first, the mechanics of "thro pass" is abit weird. i got thrashed by lowbie teams when playing at "Regular" level, how embarrassing! so after 1 week of intense training, i finally got my UEFA Champions trophy at Regular mode using Man Utd. yea i tried using liverpool, but i got thrashed by Fiorentina at semi final. sadness~

1. WOW:Wrath of Lich King

it couldnt be any surprise at all that this game is at the top position. Gone are the terrible irritating terrains in Burning Crusade, and welcome the new "popping", "pouncing" effect of the new mobs. With only 1 intense month , okok i admit "eating" into abit of November, i managed to level my mage and hunter to 80. i was quite surprise that i actually leveled my hunter that fast, considering that i took 1 yr to level my hunter to lvl 70 during Burning Crusade. -_-!! now my next goal is to level my pally to 80, coz i saw a really freaking nice picture of lvl 80 t7.5 pally at one of my fav frequent blog -> Outofmana

but thats a dream, my school started, so lets jus hope that dream will not be too far off from achieving lol.

The Wanted

2008-11-06T17:14:00.002+08:00

Makan wants my mage...

Rebels United wants my toons...

Moonspiral wants my toons....

BUT

Eddy wants a girlfriend......

[ written during an intense stressful project preparation period ]

Game Wish List

2008-09-17T10:25:00.002+08:00

woah there are alot of games that are launching soon .. gosh wish i have time to play them .. below are the games that i am looking forward.

Note: Launch Date for Singapore not Confirmed.

Pro Evo Soccer 2009................................................... 12 Nov
Wrath of Lich King....................................................... 13 Nov
Football Manager 2009.............................................. 14 Nov
Need for Speed: Undercover [ starring Maggie Q] 18 Nov
Command & Conquer: Red Alert 3 .............................27 Oct

I will be most likely posting some interesting news on red alert 3 roles in the next few days. stay tune ! ;p

似曾相识

2008-07-31T01:31:00.007+08:00

Some of u might know that i juz returned from my Red Cross Camp , well it turned out to be pretty enjoyable [ if u omitted those "waiting and waiting" ]. Heres a slight breakdown of the events, hopefully i didnt miss out anyting.

Day 1 Sat:

Reported to School at 8am , and was directed to the waiting room. In there , i fell asleep coz i long time nver wake up so early liao lol. In the room, there was this gal who claimed that she was feeling high and trying to interact with everyone. She shouted across the room to ask which grp we are assigned to , but she didnt know my name so she decided to be creative and "Hey Slping boy, wats ur grp? " . and that phrase came into my mind "wtf" lol.

Finally 9am, we splitted into our grps to do some ice breaking games and i get to know my teammates. Been a lao jiao [ old bird ] , i feel so out in the group coz all of them are Yr 1 freshies. I blamed my fren Celia who put me aeroplane by not coming on the first day due to her work commitments lol. The day pretty much ended with games and ya games the whole day. Slp wasnt smooth coz a freshie from another group snore and snore until i keep waking up every 30mins interval. Damn~

Day 2 Sun:

So i wake up looking like a zombie lol. We set off to Toa Payoh to collect rice for the less fortunate familes. U probably have saw some of my other grp frens on Channel 8 evening news. We targetted to reach 300kg of rice but ended up with 2000kg plus of rice, kudos to u Toa Payoh residents good job.

Funny tings happened during my rice collection with Celia. I still remember Celia went to a unit and saw two little cute kids open the door and ask us what we doing. The little brother was like rolling on the floor when we were toking the slightly older brother lol.

so Celia asked " Where ur mama? we here to collect rice"
and boy answered " Mummy in toilet, she say wait"
Celia asked again " Where ur papa then?"
and boy answer " Papa also inside toilet"

Celia laughed her head off and u probably know wat Celia was tinking about LOL.

so the day ended early after the Toa Payoh trip. Slp was very pleasant becoz the freshie "decided" not to snore anymore lol.

Day 3 Mon

Set off early again to Toa Payoh , this time to the less fortunate ppl staying in 1 room HDB. We distributed the bag of rice to each units, i can really feel that they are very happy to see us. This program didnt really impressed me when i saw it initially on the emailer, but after experiencing it , i really tink it is meaningful. Hopefully Red Cross will continue on this on a yearly basis.

Next half of day return to SMU to plan for the trip to home for disabled ppl. nothing much happen until the night trip with API [ Asia Paranormal Investigators ] to rumoured "weird" places in Singapore ><

Slp was slightly peaceful, occasional snores but i was tired so slept thro the night haha.

Day 4 Tues

Took MRT to Blood Bank at Outram Park, know more about on Blood donation. i didnt walk into the blood storage area, coz i dun really like the looks of the blood bag haha. then the chartered bus came to fetch us to the home for the disabled pppl.

We performed some songs for the residents there , hoping to bring some comfort and joy to these unfortunate ppl. A nice lad in my group break down coz it reminds him of his grandmother when we sing the song " Tian Mi Mi" . Sadly , when i saw him cry, i also remember my dear grandmother who passed away 2 months ago. But i stay strong and continue to perform for the residents there, coz i know if they saw someone cry , they will feel even bad there.

so the camp ended around 7pm ba , then i chose to go home coz damn shag, nver joined my grp for dinner. more or less , the camp is overall a fruitful experience but it can be better w/o those wait and wait , also everytime the catering food was delivered here warm, we ended ate those food 1hr later. Most importantly, i ended up in the toilet with a bad stomach everytime after meals.boohoo = <

Side note:

during the camp, i saw a gal that imo looked like my ex. cant help but keep glancing at her. got to know her but felt her personality was a world's apart from my ex. Yet , i still cant keep my eyes off her , maybe she got that eyes of hers. i showed my ex's photo in facebook to Celia and asked whether they looked alike anot. But all Celia could said is my ex looks much more pretty!. lol i also dunno wat to say haha.

Haiz, but sometimes in the camp i would really hope this 似曾相识 gal would be her. Unfortunately , its not possible ~
Sometimes when u miss someting, things dun come knocking back on ur door anymore.

遇见你有种似曾相识的感觉
是否在前世我们有一段过去
能不能这次改变命运
能不能这次让我真的爱你
还是往事别在提起

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For Sichuan

2008-06-01T22:28:00.002+08:00

May sichuan recover and rebuild their homeland soon~

戴爱玲 - 累格

2008-04-17T14:07:00.001+08:00

Remember her??

at the beginning of this MTV, it was the song that make her famous 5 years ago... love her vocals as well as this song... enjoy~

吳克群~牵牵牵手

2008-04-13T09:44:00.000+08:00

A Tale of Good Frens

2008-04-02T14:28:00.003+08:00

Recently , really really busy with school projects and class tests until i hardly find time to rest and slp for like 14hrs per day to feel energetic LOL. As my close frens will know that my grandmother have health problems , and contemplating about moving house really occupies my mind .

So last week ;p , i decided to msn this good fren of mine, lets name her Jane [ not her real name], to ask how was she doing so and so. The conversation started off pretty well , but gradually i notice her "tone" in msn was quite dull. so i decided to ask her was she alrite.

She replied that she wasn't feeling good and the first thought came into my mind is oh oh the woman's thingy >< . But apparently it wasn't , so my next thought that its more of heart matters. So using my "counselling" experience lol , i asked her whether what was the problem that she is facing. [Yeah , i know she refers me as KPO, ;p ]

Gradually , she slowly reveal to me that she broke up with her bf of 3 years [ name him as Jack then lol ] . i can sense the pause/slowness of her reply, perhaps she is crying on the other side. Apparently , they have major communication problems like for instance Jack not telling Jane how he actually feels and this really disappoints Jane alot. Jane hopes his bf could treat her as someone he can talk to and by keeping mum about stuffs doesn't really help their relationship. Hence, the day came when Jane couldnt take it any longer and decided to break up with Jack.

In my opinion, if a couple cant even communicate, then i see no point in holding on. Simply because are u going to marry someone that doesnt tell u how she/he feels??? how is that going to be a blissful marriage. Unfortunately, for Jane, i know about her dreams of having a blissful family with Jack , but guess its not going work out that way and it really shatter her badly. Furthermore, i felt that its really weird that Jack didnt make effort to hold on to Jane when she pop the question.

so juz an hour ago, i was talking to Jane again , hoping that she is feeling better now. But woah , her nick was like she was so happy with a guy. One first thought was that she got back together with Jack, however she reply a clear "NO" to me lol. and so i got into my "interview" skills again lol, and ask her whether did she got a new bf?? obviously , she didnt reply me until much longer. and yet again , i manage to ask even further and guess the correct person as her bf.

Bingo , Peter [not real name too ] was her new bf. Now, perhaps u whom were reading got really confused , but i will explain to u in the next following lines hehe. Peter, Jane and myself are good frens for almost a year, actually i know Peter for 2 years. I was the one that introduce Jane to Peter (Jane transferred to the same "company" as Peter) , asking Peter to take care of this "newbie" muahhaha , gosh he really take good care of her. so then Peter and Jane got hit off really well , becoming good frens , doing tings together like eating lunch , go shopping la, and knock off and go home together. Their fellow employees were like speculating about them but Jane explained to them that she only treat him as a good fren and furthermore she was with Jack at that point in time. Peter was a really nice guy even to me but ONLY occasionally lol, he practically help Jane with her every work and stuffs. so what happens after that was stated above.

Jane was like very worried that ppl might think of her as a flirt, but i beg to differ. Basically Jack and Jane will continue to have problems if Jack is not going to change his character. Furthermore, Peter didn't came between them intentionally, he didnt even pop the question to her, they juz got together naturally. This is what i called fate~

To Jane: what happens in the past, juz let it go. Sometimes in order to forget about the sad old relationship, is to get into another new relationship. But of cause, don't treat Peter as Jack's shadow, it will be horrible and unfair to Peter. Lastly, i wish u all the best and happiness alrite!

Personal: sometimes i feel it is very weird. Everytime i decided to talk to someone whom i haven't been contacting for long, end up that she broke up with her bf. i tink i am quite a jinz lol. But i could learnt alot from other ppl experiences perhaps i should become a love counsellor hmmmm....

什么都可以

2008-02-25T16:02:00.000+08:00

我不会唱歌

2007-12-07T10:26:00.000+08:00

這首為你點播的歌如果我先哭了
怎麼唱到最後
是的感情不是K歌音階一字不漏
不見的感動

我也懂拿MIC的手不能顫抖
曾握著就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得

我努力唱完主歌我忘了走音沒有
我到地哭什麼哭什麼明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得這首歌唱完的是我

這首為你點播的歌如果我先哭了
怎麼唱到最後
是的感情不是K歌音階一字不漏
不見的感動

我也懂拿MIC的手不能顫抖
曾握著就能感受你比我難過
誰寫的歌詞那麼適合放手
我怎能捨不得

我努力唱完主歌我忘了走音沒有
我到地哭什麼哭什麼明明搞笑的
我努力唱好朋友我忘了是誰哭了
就算你不記得這首歌唱完的是我

我努力唱完這歌我忘了破音沒有
你心裡觸動的下一首已經不是我
我努力唱大嘶吼我不怕剩我一個
只要你能記得這首歌給我最愛的

~ do u still remember when u ask me sing a song over the phone to u~

MTV

2007-12-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

MTV of the Day

2007-12-04T14:57:00.000+08:00

我曾看过一篇文章，里面写着当女人爱上别的男人时，她会全心全意爱着那个男人，而且会把上一个男人忘得一干二净。男人却恰恰相反，男人一辈子只会全心全意爱着一个女人，就算他谈过很多恋爱，他心里真心爱着的还是那个女人。

Looty Toons

2007-11-25T20:14:00.000+08:00

and so after the 25man loot rules has been stated out, some are satisfied and some are still confused. well thats becoz the guild is make up of different ppl from different backgrd hence there always exists different feedback/feelings.

but there are a few recent issues i need to express my own opinion.

For newbies:

recently there have been alot of new players that join our guild, probably thro the intro/recommendations of others. I must say that our guild doesnt really have much progression to attract new players , so i assume these new players join us becoz they have frens in our guild. However, the color "purple" has always been an issue for us as well as other guilds. Newbies pointing out about unfair treatment as well as a close knitted family that they cant penetrate into.

Perhaps i can share my story to the rest here. I came over to Makan from DOOM. i believe many might have doubts i will stay long in makan since doom has much progression than makan. but i was looking for someting casual and someting that a family can do together to achieve greater heights. When i came into Makan, i only knew Tinkyyo. i felt abit helpless especially when tinkky is not online in game becoz i dunno who else in makan that i can tok to.

so tinkky advise me to come down to the april bbq at beef's apartment , which is a best chance for me to know the rest and vice versa. However, it was not easy. i wasnt able to start a prolonged conversation and i also notice that there was a core grp that interact happily. I wasnt sure whether i can click/interact with them.during tuesday gathering, the conversation was yet again steaming hot in the mid section of the table . But i was sitting at a corner, not sure what to say and who to talk to.

so i started to come up with weird conclusions that perhaps the core group doesnt like me or i unable to enter into their group conversations. inside game, i will feel that everyone doesnt really wan to help me coz they rather help their own core grp of frens. My morale then was terribly low. i thought of quitting the game back then.

but i really gave a careful thought abt it. i ask myself is there anyting i can do to improve the situation. so i decided the best way to mingle into the core group is to let them slowly understand what kind of person i am. i will tried to help out in raids/instances, providing helps in mats and try to talk more in vent as well as in gathering. as time goes by, i slowly manage to feel at home, feel myself part of the big family.

so i understand now, there was INDEED a core grp.but they have nver attempt to close the door on me nor the new members. It is about how to slowly merging with the big family , interacting and understanding and finally functioning together.

so what i can tell the new members now, is that by blaming others having a core grp and causing u to feel "out" is not a good reason. The door has always been open for u and if what u have been doing at home is juz to play wow and not interacting, there will bound to be a time u will find urself distancing away from the open door.

Dun ask why officers attempted to ask u to pass ur roll to someone else, this is not favoritism. but Remember why officers attempted to bring you to raids , this is to gear u up.

dun feel disheartened/frustrated when lost a loot to a veteran and wonder why nobody stop him from rolling
but Remember how excited u feel when u got ur first kara loot and the dejected guild mate whom lost the roll to u.

To veterans.

looting even affects veterans til now but maybe just some. i must said that there is no such thing as enforcing the art of passing loot. when we decided to join a raid, this means we agree to stick with the rolling system.

if today i pass my loot to u, i feel happy and the person benefited from it also happy = everyone happy.
if today i wan the loot, i roll and i win, i feel happy, the person affected feel sad = rest disappointed.

now looking at the above scenario, if everyone wans to be happy, everyone all start passing loot, then we might as well DE the loot coz we will pass loot from attumen all the way to prince. if the person rolls a loot, we have to support his decision by believing that its an upgrade for him as well as his conscience is clear. Never mind even if someone wans to make use of our kind hearts and roll for every single loot, coz in the end he can top the dps chart but we will be always at prince and therefore he cant progress further w/o waiting for us to gear up.

there is also no need to whisper/complain to the raid leader about why he nver stop the roll. if every single roll needs to be reflected upon, we can spend 3 hrs at attunmen juz to solve the issue. guys and gals, there is no need to be frustrated about someone who keeps loot whoring, after all this is a virtual item , and u cant bring it to ur grave when u die. most important is we want the raid to be smooth and have fun downing bosses. There is no need for childish ideas about i wan to shift to another group coz i hate to be in the same grp with this raider etc. Put urself into the officers' shoes, an officer has to solve ur personal grievances as well as leading raid etc. Dun ruin the days of others , spare a thought for them.

for officers

if today u met with tons and tons of guild problems from the guild mates feedback, u dun run away from it. instead , u shld sit down and try to give a deep thought into it. every feedback is valuable in their own ways. being an officer is definitely not easy, not everyone is born to lead or to communicate well to his guild. but u must treat it as a learning process, there will be tons and tons of problems throw at u, u have to filter and solve the most important at hand.

when u are being appointed as an officer out of a hundred or more guildies, that proves u have what it takes to undertake the task. remember how many people are happy for u , the support they gave u when u are appointed. imagine how many ppl will be disappointed when u decide to shun away from all the responsibilities when u feel u cant overcome the problems.

if u feel stressful, we gave u helpers to lessen ur load but they are not ur replacements. With greater power comes greater responsibilities. Learning how to handle a guild will come in handy when u go out to work in the society. Man management and communication skills are all part and parcel of working life.

just for thoughts

to lesser some loads of officers, i have always been pushing forward for the idea of class leaders. they act as a mid channel for guildies to express their thoughts and views instead of hundred over guildies all refering to the poor officers

a great example is the mage class. when i juz enter makan, i got lots of complains and feedback and only one person was there to listen and giving me guidance. he was none other than Maicha. he will correct my wrong thoughts and also direct good suggestions from me to the officers. in this way, officers can get better filtering of feedback and have lesser load.

feedback flow: guildies -> class leaders -> officers -> guild leader

and when there is certain problem with a guildie , the class leader can always step up to handle the situation instead of everyting must be the officer.

everyone must do a part to enable this guild to progress. Not only officers but also veterans and all the way to the new members as well.

Every guild has new problems surfaced every single day but it doesnt hinder us because we are MAKAN!!

Peace in WOW

2007-10-22T09:49:00.000+08:00

Just abit sian

Makan has been progressing well ever since i have joined. I felt very happy coz i am part of this family that helps the guild to progress as a whole.

Joint Raid:

lately, we thank a few big guilds like Doom and Defy that help us to explore 25man dungeons. I like this idea coz a couple of our raid leaders like wtm , xavi and CT can gain valuable experience and thereafter bringing the expertise back to Makan to lead us. But lately, has it been too frequent to the extent that we need to be "on-standby" ??

I do understand the point of joint-raid of gaining exposure , and the possible challenge to reach greater heights. But this theory came into me : "richer will become richer, and poorer become poorer" . Applying this to game, our skilful players become better, our newbies become still noobie [ sorry ] .

Newbie

I am not saying that we should spoonfeed our newbies, but tell me how many times did we actually learn from pug. DPS overaggro and horrible CC in pug doesnt represent good examples to follow , which is why running with guild mates will enable the newbies to suit into our practices faster and efficient. I have been leveling hunter recently, i got a shocked when i LFG and i cant find that much tanks and healers as compared to my MAGE leveling time. Even Blitzage'alt also faced the same problem, which indicates this server has reached a "heroic-saturation" stage.

Today we ask , why the newbies not gearing up themselves, why are they playing alts and not the mains. We shldnt push the blame to them immediately, ask ourselves this question first, did we do enough to help them ? If we blame their dps, then ask ourselves did we help them to identify their problems and not eliminating them in front of 25 human beings in a joint raid.
We are veterans or we hold a position is for a reason, not for us to see show or to scold people when they fail to perform.

We have been packed with dailies and heroic badges farming for future patch. Now we have to packed ourselves to fulfill the joint raid with defy. Ask ourselves again, are u guys mentally and physically still able to help the newbies?

I would be looking forward to see our new forums, how much valuable information is there in the next few weeks.

Scenario

Newbie: Hi can u help me with this normal instance?
Veteran: Sorry , i cant... got to help defy
Newbie wonders how come we not helping our own family members and went to help others.

Helping Defy

I do appreciate their help and i do believe we should reciprocate the help to them. But if today we have to recruit a DEFY's alt into guild for a reason of facilitating the joint-raid, i would question our recruitment requirements.

Now if they do find our makanians are skilful and helpful, they should be joining us and not the other way round. Looking at their guild numbers, they have more than enough people for 25man raid, so why they need us? A simple fact, because the rest are newbies, not geared up or not skilled resulting in more wipes. In the long run, we become their subsidiary and have to provide men wherever they need us.If one of their class is not free, we are been called up. If they are full on a particular class, makan would not even be needed to gain the so-called exposure.

Sorry to mention , i know he is a very nice guy and from a nice guild, join us for supper . So if he really like to mingle with us alot, i would see his main and himself spiritually and physically joining us and not the makan veterans joining him. I will be even sad to know if he is using us to remove his less skilful players in his large guild which i think is highly impossible.

Mages Part

Now u audience that see my post, would properly think Gillahsa is eating sour grapes. Now as a mage in makan , i have to fight for my fellow and future mages. A simple fact is DEFY has LOTS of mages, have u seen Gillahsa and Maicha needed ? So if we are talking about letting makan gaining exposure, i would love to see makan mages been given that same amount of status as their mages. If we are not needed in their exposure raid, how is my future mages able to gain exposure? Try to remember the efforts we make in attending the 4months of kara raiding and not the dps we failed to achieve each week.

Makan will never walk alone

I understand we need to help them to solve their problems, even though we are different guild tag. But Makan has problems itself to solve, why are we so eager to solve their problems. We should solve our home problems then solve something that is outside our boundaries.

Our own 25man

I have been seeing the number of 70s online , i am pleased to say our own 25man raid is feasible. Even if, in the next few months, that i went missing from WOW, i will tell myself confidently that i help Makan to gear up the newbies for our very own 25man raid.

Enough of the above venting of emotions, oops. I understand there is no big fuzz about this but if a few of Makanians do feel this way, then there is definitely a fuzz.

All i have to say is, i agreed to let our veterans have some time to go to joint-raids. Its all for the experience and exposure gaining. Veterans do need some time and chance to see newer things if not they will be stagnant . But if we forsake helping our guild in order to join them , i will reject to that. Must remember that helping can only to a certain extent, applies both to newbies and joint raid.

Lastly, i will hope everyone spent some time with Takoyaki , then u will realise WOW is just a game, take it easy [ even though he is farmer!! ]

MTV of the Day

2007-02-13T19:57:00.000+08:00

MTV that describes what I've been through

~The Reunion Dinner~

2007-02-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

0800am: Wake Up Brush Teeth
0830am: Breakfast Croissant
0900am: World of Warcraft Leveling My Hunter
1100am: Pro Evolution Soccer 6 Training
1345pm: Late for TWC Project Meeting
1350pm: Shocked By Team Members of A New Task For Me
1400pm: No Laptop Cant Do Any Research [ Basically Just Slack]
1500pm: Saw NYC SMS and he couldnt save me from my misery because he is still waiting for Tucky to arrive.
1545pm: NYC's call save me so I got an excuse to leave that boring meeting
1600pm: Reach Funan Mall and ate Mcdonalds for Tea break

1700pm: Walk to Challenger To view the Windows Vista
******** Nyc was trying to psycho me to buy Vista la... but i think it is not going to work la.. no money no talk lol. It actually cost 288 Sing for the home edition in Challenger, thats like so exp for me la. NYC was actually looking for the academic edition but CHallenger doesnt sell it. He was like so tempted to buy it at all cost. Me and Ha was like persuading him to go scout around the mall and see see first la..

1710pm: Walk To Kimage
******** Ha wan to cut his lovely hair at the salon Kimage however the business was like so good, the receptionist say " sorry ah , fully packed". Damn so we decided to walk off if not we will be late for our steamboat later at bugis.

1730pm: NYC bought his Vista finally~
******** That lucky boy listen to us and found the academic edition at a level 4 shop loh .. and it COST 138 dollars.. JUst look at that big difference in price. The best part is the shopowner told Ha.. "no need show me ur student card la, both of u look like students liao.. so obvious" lol.. i was laughing at the store without realising i also have a kiddy face too ;p

1745pm: NYC won two Mcdonalds Vouchers
******** So Funan got this " Spend $$ amount and stand a chance to win in our lucky draw". I guess NYC isnt that lucky after all , considering that he won that lovely Mcdonalds Breakfast Voucher. Terms: Only Consumable at Funan Mall...diaoz... He and Ha still wanted to change their lucky pick by dipping into the golden piggy bank without the lady's knowledge lol. Thats what comedy act u get from the chopsticks sisters.. haha

1800pm: Met the rest Of the Air Force khakis at Tian Tian Steamboat
******** Great Fun at the Restaurant, But I am Tired To describe

2100pm: Talk To Ah Guan and Lau
******** Ah Guan and Lau both ask how is my relationship with that gal... nice of them to really notice what i actually put in my msn nick and care to ask abt me. But actually nothing happens in the first place, so i guess nothing will happen in the end.

2200pm: Take Bus 851 Home
******** Speak to Jinde and realise that he has been facing love problems lately. Hope that He will Tide over It. chEerz

2300pm: Bathe and Blog
******** Good Start To A blOg, But Lazy To Continue

Note: To Shichang~~ I know you wan to talk to me and ask how am I.. just like what i would ask in return. Maybe too many ppl, so no time and chance to chit chat. But I am fine, no worries and I hope u will be fine too

Ciaoz

Start of A New Era For Blogging?

2007-02-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

Woah, it seems that i haven't been posting for months = >

Quite a number of friends ask me why or wat happen to my blog, but i cant really explain though lol.

I will try to get something started here now maybe perhaps... duh -_-!!

Anyway thanks those who have been dropping by my blog even though it has been deserted by the host [ which is me ] for like decades ;p

[ Note: My blog just look as plain as you are looking at it right now, if you do not like it .. u can always feedback to me but i am not going to do anything to it. lol ]

EndLess SorrOW~

2006-05-31T20:13:00.000+08:00

It seem a long time or months that i last post someting up here.

A different feeling as compared to the previous posts, lots of changes to the person writing this blog (me) to the extent i can;t recognize myself anymore. Sometimes i juz wonder why i will be someone like this, landing myself in such a situation.People around me or close to me will be shocked to see me turning to such a person ~ i dun believe it either...

Perhaps i juz trying to run away from some things..

I dun tink i could ever go back to the past.. the innocent.. the hardworking..

I hate the current self.. the current devil that live inside me.. so much so feel like tearing myself apart.... i want to sing my fears my sorrow my pain but i can't.. i cannot summon any energy of mine ..

i can only live this alone..

to my best fren (jac mok) : i miss the days in sec school when u will listen to my sorrow when everyone tinks i juz a weep.. juz wan to thank u and sorry i didn;t move on to the right route that if u knew .. u would have stop me..

~PrePare For LanDing~

2005-10-13T20:05:00.000+08:00

yea.. aft all those tiring long hrs work.. i am back here once again to post for all my dear frens to see ;p
actually i have wanted to post someting a couple of weeks back .. however somehow or someting held me back...
today juz another disappointing day... we were told we can finish our tests and go back home... then once again as usual the best always arrives late .. boom and we are back to work again...
i really wan to take a break.. probably overseas but dad say i have to pay for my own and i go [ -_-!! ] ... how or where do i get enough money from my pathetic salary i receive each month..
i juz hope i can really get a long break from all these crapz.. a beach is wat i need... the sun the sand the sea.. &_&

~Long Time Le~I'm Back Or Maybe Not

2005-09-24T17:10:00.000+08:00

yesyes. .i know its been a long time since i posted... well i am sure my airforce buddies will sure know wat actually happen.. for the rest of u khakis out there.. all i can say its been a rollercoaster ride during this week..
One week flew by, i managed to pick myself up .. joke ard.. but i am still not sure how can this incident actually happen.. well.. could it be wat guoping say.. juz another unlucky day?? This days i have been observing him.. he maybe wat ppl make him up as joyful and carefree.. but did u guys saw him when he was alone quiet staring into the big blue sky..? I can feel him different from what NYC and me now...
btw i juz wan to take his chance to thk everyone for showing me their care and concern thro out this tough week of mine .. i hope i can still move on and be the Eddy u guys knew... ;p

[ Thank You for Your Concern, i know its juz a one sentence asking me to call u when i need someone to tok to. Though i nver expect u really did that, but that really lift my spirits.. thank you ]

2005-09-24T17:00:00.000+08:00

Jue Diu Super...stars!! haha thank you my fren Ng YC for this photo taken at Tiong Bahru Plaza earlier today... [Left : Si Xinhui ( half gone ) ; Silver ( can;t stand her hair ;p ) ; Kelly ( mum say her skirt like dropping haha no offence ) ; Candynce ( she look amazing wooh ) ; Weilian ( superstar ! ) ; Jason ( dunno much abt him though ) ; Ruth ( aiya cannot see her ) and finally Junyang ( "Guardian Angel" original singer ) ]

2005-09-17T21:48:00.000+08:00

CD OF THE DAY

Finally the long awaited seventh album of Fish Leong is here.. check in out at the nearest cd stores!! ;p

Off DAy

2005-09-15T23:47:00.000+08:00

juz came back aft meeting wif my bro Fuwei [ came back from Taiwan ] and the rest of my khakis.... I was surprised to see my long time fren too ah.. zhi bi Chuan Kai... didn;t know he change quite a bit [ hairstyle i mean ].. haha..
Expecting to be a fun outing but turn out to be a BGR talk... haiz.. this is the topic i least wan to touch on... I been shunning away from this for the past one yr... Listening to their story juz keep making me feel down thro out the whole conversation... The funny ting is my stomach juz can;t get enough of food... first i went for chicken rice.. then fried wanton... carrot cake.. rojak then kfc... my dinner consist of breakfast lunch and dinner.. perhaps supper too .. haha .. not forgetting the beverages too ... omg.. i am going to "destroy" the weighing machine.. haha
tml shall be another horrible working day.. sian... thks to my colleague LIN DONGLI... becoz he wans to change to morning shift.. i have to go to work under the IC i dun like... haiz :[
hopefully tml i have time to blog ya..
oh and to my dear fren Rong Rong, happy birthday to u ya... its not 12am yet.. hahah hopefully i am not too late... hope u still not suffering from sky sicknesses aft the cable car dinner. hahhaha

2005-09-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

English Name: Rainie Yang
Chinese Name: Yang Cheng Lin (???)
Age: 20
Birthday: June 4, 1984
Height: 161cm
Weight: 42kg
was part of girl band 4inLove (now disbanded)

Projects : (not in any order)
Meteor Garden 1
Meteor Rain
Original Scent of Summer
Tomorrow
Love Bird
Legend of Speed
City of Sky (new)
Liao Zhai (new)
Devil Beside You (new)
Flower's Taste (aka Lavender 2)
Sunshine Jelly
Merry-go-round
Guess, Guess, Guess

2005-09-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

JUz as the CHinese Phrase Suggested... Standby For any INfo right Here in THis BLog for Rainie Yang's Singapore Visit [ if Have la ;p ]

2005-09-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

Yupz.. No Doubtz Abt iT Guys... she Is Rainie Yang Cheng Ling.. finally a long awaited solo debut from her.. its really nice.. not launch yet in Singapore.. Check Back Here ;p

2005-09-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

Final Fantasy VII: Advert Children [ movie launch today officially ] check out at ur nearest vcd/dvd shops dudez

2005-09-14T21:09:00.000+08:00

Nephew Bryan At My House

Kill All Prawns

2005-09-14T20:24:00.000+08:00

today has been another sickening day for me... i went to work at 3pm straight for IPPT... though i fail again [ not surprising ] but it was not this failure that make my day lousy. I went back to sqn aft IPPT.. realising i am not working tml.. hooray!!! Slowly and happily, i went to my pds [ a place to park the planes ] then my "beautiful" IC told me that he gave me half day OIL [ off-in-lieu } ..
i was wondering wat the heck.. i came all the way down and this a** told me to pack up and go.. i feel that this half day OIL is definetly lousy ,worthless. I was cursing and swearing all the way to the bus stop [ sorry weizhong and wenbin that u have to tahan my endless loh sohness ] until ah KOk told me to take tings easy .. looking from the other angle .. it is good that i do not need to work.. well i say wtf.. alrite..
Actually wat i am angry wif is that a** IC.. he really dunno how to manage ppl and time well... i really dunno how he manage to get to his position... piece of shit he is... i beginning to hate him more than carebear... btw carebear told me he volunteer extra for his forgetfulness.. well wat can i do.. he is a carebear.. he so cute so i juz forgive him la. haha
haiz so sian.. i juz hope to disrupt soon.. luckily u guys [ 23rd batch ] ard wif me.. or else life can be really sucidal in that "best" sqn

WelCum

2005-09-14T20:22:00.000+08:00

hello everyone, welcum to my blog section... feel free to leave any comments behind... thks for dropping by.HOpefully, u can see my most recent happenings right on this blog. Check Out Dudez. ;p